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He knew he broke Brendon's heart.He was so sorry.He did not mean to do that.He was just too jealous.He didn't know how to explain it to him.So he decided to write a note. He tried to forget what happened.He was so upset that he made Brendon cry. Brendon's words were still on his ears : 'Ryan what did I do?Why are you being an enemy?'He couldnt answer.He was being so mean to Brendon.He wished he wasnt. He was crying at the moment of writing the note.He tried his best to not to show that he loved Brendon more than life itself.He was trying to be careful with every single word.He did not want to lose Brendon,forever.Ryan knew he'd forgive hi

It’s a Tuesday when he finds himself awake at three in the morning, sitting with a coffee cup in the window seat of his bedroom. He sits and he thinks and when his coffee has long gone cold, the sun is coming up. His camera – not as nice as Jon’s, but a camera nonetheless – sits beside him, batteries dead and abused, but the memory card is full of bright energy and breathtaking views of the Vegas sights outside his window. - It’s the Thursday right after that Tuesday when he’s awake at noon, still, even after that 3 o’clock morning, and the sound of his footsteps on polished cherry hardwood floors echoes t